Will she feel less worthy and incapable? I know your path isn't easy -- and God knows it also. I also believe that is why He gave you a child Go ahead, look a little closer. I too have walked a very similar journey as yourself and can relate and connect with every word you put here. "That man will always be a child, always be innocent. [1] Frequently they will cite verses such as Leviticus 21:16-23: , Beautiful… I loved every single word… Bless her she and know you are a special mummy because you have such a beautiful special child. 19:14). Both my children have sensory processing disorder and it comes with it’s own set of challenges, but are minimal on the scale of how bad it could really be. I have a teenage family member who is intellectually disabled since birth. I hope I’m that perfect mom, still striving every day.. Answer: Every soul journeys down into this world with two suitcases. I believe He gives children (regardless of their needs) to imperfect, ill-equipped people who slowly learn how to apply their love to the raising of children. You are an extraordinary mama and God picked the perfect person to mother this little angel. Thank you for helping me feel.. not alone. 2. By Erwin W. Lutzer June 28, ... it was ultimately permitted by God. ADD, ADHD and others) and struggles with genetic defects on a daily basis. You feel like you have been wronged by God. How old is she now? Few things in my ministry have given me a deeper sense of satisfaction than seeing God raise up at Bethlehem a heart and mind and vision and a ministry for people with disabilities, especially children. Thanks to dedicated administrators like yourself, kids like Elle can get the help and support they need. Thumbs up to you for staying strong! This was given to me when I learned Jake had Cerebral Palsy. You and I are sinners. Elle is beautiful and such a blessing to anyone who knows her. My husband and I know we are blessed beyond measure, remembering God gives only good gifts , and that a child (any and every child) is a gift from the Lord, a blessing, a reward. Why Did God Make Me Disabled, Different, and Despondent? Why did you allow my child to have a disability? We prayed for years for God to give us a child that is healthy, and that we would grow to love him. Thank you for your kind words. You’re such a strong mama and inspiration Elle is beautiful! I believe our lives are much fuller thanks to our hardships. God uses people's brokenness to reveal His glory to mankind. Children with special needs have very special qualities. There is nothing wrong with her. Learn more about how we can work together. The British Government currently defines disability as having "a physical or mental impairment and the impairment has a substantial and long-term adverse effect on his or her ability to carry out normal day-to-day activities." We are parents. God gave me Elle, a very special special needs child, because he wants to use my voice and writing to … Beautiful <3 I wish more parents would speak out. God gave me Elle, a very special special needs child, because he wants to use my voice and writing to protect the happiness and rights of these children. I knew very early on what was missing from my life. 10 Answers. God didn’t allow me to have 2 special needs children for no reason at all. Relevance. . Publius. He will live with his challenges long after I leave this earth. Thank you for sharing. I quit my teaching job and began researching full time. Watch Queue Queue Again, not a God I … Yes we are lucky to finally know what can and cannot improved. so grateful to have read your post. True, the apostles did not expressly say that people will be saved only if they repent, believe, and confess. The basics of the faith are lived out within disability. You are doing great, momma! I felt powerless and helpless as a mother. Yes children are so amazing and teach us to be better humans. I don’t know if I would be able to be as strong as you. I tried my best to mask my emotions of course, and did whatever I can do to get her all the help I can. In the meantime, you can succeed as the parent of a disabled child. I want Angela to take care of this child. This hit me At the core. The following two tabs change content below. Why did God make me with a handicap/learning disability? He didn't. Question: "Why does God allow sickness?" Xo, Ashley, Hi Ashley, thank you so much for taking the time to read my writings and comment. Three times I did that, and then he told me, My grace is enough; it’s all you need. I had no idea. To the world she is a special needs child but to me she is perfect. Thanks for reading. Neither of us are. Complete healing is guaranteed one Day, but for now we rest in His goodness and celebrate little victories along the way. I was lonely, sleep deprived, tired and broken. He did not make a mistake, nor was He punishing us. Lewis, The Problem of Pain, (San Francisco: Harper, 2001 [1940]), p.91. Why do I have a learning disability? I envied the sweet, affectionate interactions they enjoyed with their children and the ease of their mini-vanned, suburban lives. Through her I learned a lot, grew a lot, and am now able to find reasons for gratitude anywhere I go. Rather than try to understand why God didn't give you a child, when you are ready, consider instead how this might be a sign of God's love. God has blessed US in a very special way. Why did some people were born poor? Every burning question nagged at the back of my mind and few words can describe the depth of my sadness at the time. And it reminds me again why she is here with me today. 3 months ago. She dances to the beat of her own drum and grows according to her own timeline. He gets picked on allot at school and isn't very happy in life. Thank you Helen. If you let go of all worldliness, desires, greed and simply let your soul speak its purest language, you will see Him too. you ask an interesting question. So please don’t call me “special,” because I don’t call you that either. I believe that it is the answer. So beautiful. I know she will do a great job. it's like a picture of our spiritual state, we are broken and full of fault, but if we accept Jesus as our personal Savior, he's like the doctor and heals all our brokenness and forgets all our sins He wanted me to discover just how faithful He really is. I’m glad you guys finally have a diagnosis and that she is thriving well in classes. 0 0. Much love to you Ashley xoxo, Speaking hard is vry difficult bt sometimes you have to to it ! Not the kind that is controlling, self-seeking and self-gratifying but one that becomes whole through small acts of daily sacrifice and prayers. All Rights Reserved. We began early intervention for Elle since she was only one year old but none of it seemed to help. It’s not that I didn’t feel love for my daughter, I truly did. God's love to him. I don’t know your son’s struggles but I understand the deep love that comes with deep pain. Developmental problems or genetics did. plain and simple. Answer: The question of what the Bible says about birth defects and why they are allowed to exist is a tough one to handle, especially for parents who have children with disabilities. When I have a rough day at home, I picture God holding her in His arms. I am not a bad person. Fifteen years ago G-d entrusted me with a beautiful daughter I named her: Rebecca Rose she was born with down syndrome, at first I did not know why me! Thank you so much for being courageous enough to share your story. Thank you for reading. Everything happens for a reason. Welcome to Christian Forums, a forum to discuss Christianity in a friendly surrounding. We are in this together Angela. you ask an interesting question. I just wanted to … Thank you for that virtual hug Katrina! Everyone probably has some sort of learning difference in at least one part of his or her brain that makes it work slower in some ways. E will always have a special spot in my heart. God Allows Some Babies To Have Birth Defects. My son struggles in his own way and it’s very hard to watch. Exodus 4:11 is only one of many passages that reveal God causes people to have birth defects, illnesses, sickness or disease as a result of the fall of man in the Garden of Eden (Romans 5:12; 8:22). My strength comes into its own in your weakness. He trusts you a lot, and I’m pretty sure God is really proud of you. Thank you for sharing! Equality Act 2010: Guidance.. C.S. The key is remembering that God’s ways are higher than our ways (Isaiah 55:9). She has never asked "why me". Here's the answer: No one is born “perfect” because there is sin in the world. The writer of this article comes from a family that has a history of genetic-related problems (e.g. In fact,... Today I want to share my story about how I... Family Travel Tips To Wailea, Hawaii We’ve been traveling to... Desert Springs is one of our favorite getaways in Southern... Best Family Friendly Luxury Hotel In Las Vegas: Wynn &... 10 Reasons Why You Should Visit Dubai For Your Next... © Mommy Diary ®. Aww thanks Connie for always being so sweet to E and for your love for our family! Now with another one, I guess I’ll have another set of lessons to learn! Without a clear diagnosis, it seemed impossible to get her the help she needs. Yes, the deep love and struggles are real. My child is profoundly disabled. Its been hard to feel grateful lately and this has definitely given me a new mindSEt about it all. You’re a good, strong mama. Cuz God feels that learning disabilities are funny. We have both crossed God’s line and fallen short of His glory (Romans 3:23). When life gives you something difficult, we end up adjusting and becoming stronger. 0 0. jon pike. Such a beautiful story Angela. Watching a beautiful young soul struggle to do all the typical things we take for granted like talking, writing and living life without medication could do this for anyone. When the disciples wondered about the man born blind, Jesus told them, “This happened so that the works of God might be displayed in him” (John 9:3). Yes, God has deep and beautiful and perfect imprints on Elle. Jesus does give a reason for this man’s blindness - “this happened so that the work of God might be ... God did it not because he is vindictive but because he wants us to be reminded that there is more to life than just what we see around us. Thank you for sharing this story. Why did some people are born ugly? Grateful reasons self-seeking baby much be developed. Kelly’s articles have appeared in P31 Magazine of Proverbs 31 Ministries and focus on her continual hunt to discover God’s fingerprint in every gift that life brings. He wanted to give me a gift that no man could take away: A special knowledge of the power, strength, holiness, faithfulness, might and wisdom of God that only comes from NEEDING HIM DESPERATELY. Thank you for sharing your story. Here’s the deal: my faith did get me through, or rather, God did. "I'm jealous of him, Shmuley." I took her to specialists, requested multiple tests and researched various disorders and its functions. And isn’t it so amazing that each of our children are so unique and created in His image? 14. There will be a time when God restores everyone to perfection. Spreecast, “Finding Strength for the Autism”, Gratitude: God’s Secret Pathway to Protection, Will It Be All Right? The parent wonders what will happen if he or she becomes old or falls ill. Who will take care of your precious child, who can you trust? Why some people don’t have parents? Thank you Diana for your kind words! Really? Thank you for reading. What goodness or merit did God see in me that He would choose me as His child?” I hope you’re not too disappointed in my answer: There was absolutely no merit or goodness that caused God to choose you. (Revelation 21:3, 4) In that day, “no resident will say: ‘I am sick.’” * —Isaiah 33:24. I loved her so much that my heart ached every time I think about her difficult future. Why has he made me suffer? Rather than ask God why we or a loved one have a disability or handicap, we should ask Him to reveal to us how we can honor Him through this disability in our lives. Why Did God Give Me a Child with a Special Need? I thank God for the coordinator of our Disability Ministry, Brenda Fischer. Did God decide that this wonderful, sweet, smart boy should die at age 25? Why do only some people become a victim of war? Parenting by Faith. Thank you! plain and simple. I'm figuring that you know someone who is disabled, you, your child, a friend/family member or their child. Read more at http://www.kellylangston.com. No, God does not punish parents by given them disabled children. Your voice is missing! We all need to keep on the watch and continue to pray for that day (the Lord's Prayer, Our Father) Lv 7. But it seems cruel to afflict my son with a disease just to teach me a lesson. Through her I learn every day the true meaning of unconditional love. I replied, “God doesn’t want me to start one, He wants me to write.” I’ve done this through the years, and whenever I’m through I’m just going to give a copy to friends and family. Elle is such a beautiful young lady. Your story is beautiful! No one is “born gay.” If you tell me that some people are “born gay,” then you are saying that my God makes mistakes, and my God doesn't make mistakes. God is good always. It’s exactly how Ive felt and have been feeling. This is one of the things that can make it hard to move on after you find out about your child’s diagnosis. What you written is beautiful. Angela J. Kim is the creator behind this blog. I'm envious." Living with a disability in extreme poverty threatens to rob children and families of the full life Jesus promises us, as well as their hope for the future. Present is full of worry, and future brings fear of uncharted territories. When he left, I asked Michael why he had given him so much time. I had no idea you were a program specialist for a school district– I’m very familiar with the IEP process and know our district’s program specialist pretty well too. Will she feel sad, lonely or angry? It complicates the parent’s life in so many ways from extra doctor’s appointments, IEP meetings to picking up medication and driving to and from speech therapy many times during the week. A parent of a special needs child doesn’t get to videotape Christmas plays, revel at the child’s musical talents and athleticism, or imagine a hopeful future where the child pursues her ambitions. God’s love restores hope and brings life to our bones. God allows all types of bad things to happen to bring glory to his name. There is joy in every step. Pray for children with disabilities to experience God’s love. Every time I go to birthday parties and social gatherings, I watched other children laugh, run, talk and play with a deep sense of loss, guilt and ache in my heart. You and other parents like you are my inspiration. The other is full of the talents … So that answer that I was desperately seeking on that sad night, that answer that no medical doctor, school administrator or social worker could give me, I now know. I'm figuring that you know someone who is disabled, you, your child, a friend/family member or their child. But most evangelicals assume—with good … I’m sure you would be able to too. I am so moved and proud to call you my friend. The Bible promises that soon God will remove every disease and disability that plagues both young and old. I thought I was been punish for something I did, little that I knew that she would bring so much love and compassion into my heart, I admit that it has not been easy but all through the years G-d providence and favor has carry me through. I simply needed an answer, I knew no other way to deal with my fear and uncertainty. It feels like he is stealing our joy and peace. I just want to hug you for sharing your family’s journey. , Hi Angela, I’m so glad I spent some time perusing your wonderful blog today. He played ball with us, took us on walks, and went hunting and fishing with us. Why did God give me a learning disability? Answer: The issue of sickness is always a difficult one to deal with. I used to think I might be the opposite of special, as if I might be getting punished, but I now realize how wrong I was. For you to glorify Him with your life. The doctor explained that Jake might never walk, talk or even recognize us. May this be true of you. Thanks so much for sharing your story. When I see her struggle to put together Lego blocks, string beads or grasp a crayon like other kids, I wondered what kind of life she will lead; how she will be perceived by the world and how she will perceive herself. I know that he works good for all those who love him, and that good is to be more like his Son. Anonymous. Going over to read your blog now! I’m glad your little girl is much better now! Michael loved meeting him, and the attention the superstar gave the young man greatly endeared Michael to me. (And What if You Aren’t Sure?). 0 1. God gave David to us, and He will also give us … And, hopefully you’re in a great school district, but if anything ever comes up with her IEP that you question or wonder about – although I’m sure you’re already an expert- please don’t hesitate to use me as a resource! Scope Current attitudes towards disabled people, 2014. Instead, the parent worries about whether or not the child will have another seizure episode in class, be teased again by typical kids in the school, or hold a stable job after turning eighteen. And if God were testing me, giving me only what I could handle, why is my child the one with the disability? She too doesn't believe in a god. May you and your family be blessed with so much more =), Thank you so much for your kind words. He does love them, but it is because of sin that they are born disabled . Why did I have a child with a disability? Jesus heals the disabled. Keep on pushing forward mama!! Thanks for sharing. When we are suffering with a sickness, disease, or injury, we usually focus solely on our own suffering. Thank you for reading and commenting. Michael told me. when you talk About imagining god Holding your child and choosing you to be Her mother, is the best thing I couldve read. Why would God choose me? God doesn’t give “special” children to “special” parents. One warning that I have to raise at this point is that we dare not jump to the conclusion that an individual person’s particular disease or affliction is a direct result of some particular sin. Kelly believes that each day should include a healthy dose of laughter. It took over a hundred pages of collected documents and almost a year of waiting. We are really in together Vivien. Question is, why God let me suffer like this lonely life while seeing other people enjoying their life with friends. Not to mention, the high cost of all the services. God isnt punishing anyone by allowing a child to be born disabled . My girl was also diagnosed with a genetic disorder 2 years ago (Williams syndrome ) it’s a deletion of one of the chromosome. They called it speech disorder, hypotonia (low muscle tone) or developmental delay. Will be sure to ask you for advice when I need it- I’m sure they will come up! Being her mother is a blessing in disguise, a source of genuine happiness and hope where I’m challenged everyday to dig deeper and search for reasons to be thankful during the roughest moments. Raising a special needs child is no easy task. Lv 7. But He loves you and wants to help … I trust her and know she will do this for me.”. You may say God has a reason for everything but unless and until you are in the disabled person's shoes, you will never be able to know how exactly we feel. It was never right. I too feel blessed to be called into the field I work in, and needed a heart reminder as the days have become so busy and hectic – I will keep your words in my mind and heart as I enter my meetings this coming week and key in more closely to the heart’s of the parents I meet with. God did not look away when our child was born. Another basic reason that God allows some people to be disabled or handicapped is that God will glorify Himself through it. Thank you Tiffany for your friendship and support always. Can you tell me why G‑d gave me a mental illness? When we prayed for healing, fully expecting God to remove our son’s autism, God taught us that His sovereign glory was being seen through the disability. One is full of the challenges the soul has to face during its lifetime. Author of Autism's Hidden Blessings, she is a contributing writer for Believe.com and Not Alone, an online community for special needs parents. Yes God has blessed us in so many ways. Her fingers are fused together giving her hands a “mitten” appearance. Thank you, that means a lot. It did not matter what they said or did to encourage me. <3. God IS good! I got teary-eyed =’) God is truly amazing! Nothing comes into a believer’s life without first coming through the hands of our loving heavenly Father. I was frustrated at the doctors, administrators and social workers for failing to offer a concrete reason and solution. I was more broken by the time Carter had his second birthday than I have ever revealed publicly, and I spent long, wakeful nights in the manner that is familiar to millions of people of faith: on my knees, the holy book of my tradition open in front of me, begging God for relief for me and my family and healing for my child. Answer Save. Honored to call you our friend. I can’t tell you how much I needed a personal reminder/perspective of a friend who has a child with special needs, and recognizes the profound blessing of being chosen as their parent. 3 months ago. She is special, worthy and beautiful just like all of us. , So beautiful.. really loved reading this. My brother died of a brain tumor. Yes Elle is such a sweet gift, thanks for recognizing that in her. yes it’s so important to speak out but hard sometimes. Thank you. Thanks for reading, I’m glad I began this journey of sharing stories. God doesn't make mistakes! Beautiful. As a child growing up, my father did everything he put his mind to. In order to do this he made me a parent, not an educator or lawyer or administrator but a parent who truly understand these kids’ needs from a closer and deeper perspective. Her disability was not caused by a god nor could it have been prevented by a god. Years ago, some friends of our faced a similar situation, and ended up seeing their child as an "angel" sent from God to bless their lives. It really means a lot, especially on days when parenthood is not so easy. Why did he allow YOUR child to have a disability and not the other 5 million children in the world to have a disability… It’s not easy and I don’t think it will ever get easier. While other parents felt joy and pride at their child’s milestones, I grieved and wondered if my child would ever walk, if she would ever talk, if she would ever have a normal life. You will need to register to be able to join in fellowship with Christians all over the world.. We hope to see you as a part of our community soon and God Bless! When Jesus healed people it gave evidence of the sovereignty of God. You may say God has a reason for everything but unless and until you are in the disabled person's shoes, you will never be able to know how exactly we feel. She is who she is, just different with a different set of needs and desires like all of us. I guess this is how motherhood teaches us valuable lessons, that of unconditional love. For work, I am a Special Education Administrator (Program Specialist) and work with student and their families on a daily basis, mostly at IEP meetings. She crawled for well over a year and began to walk when she was nearly two. To give me an example of overcoming physical difficulties. Jesus said, “Suffer the little children to come unto me, for to such belongs the kingdom of God” (Matt. Yes it’s hard to believe it sometimes, but I believe everything happens for a reason, even the most devastating and painful parts of life! I believe the story has been passed along to thousands of mothers who just recently learned they were given a special gift from God - a Special Needs Child. <3. Dear Baby D: Two Month Update With Dockatot, Naptime With Nested Bean: Zen Swaddle Review, Ten Things To Remember While Weaning Your Baby, Birth Story of Gia Rumi: A Natural, Unmedicated Labor, 5 Things I Learned In 5 Years Of Mommy Diary, How To Plan An Intimate Vow Renewal Ceremony, Embracing and Spreading Radical Self-Love, My Konmari Tidying Up Journey: The Closet, Pantry Makeover: How To Organize Your Pantry With Simple Storage Solutions, Choosing The Perfect Benjamin Moore White Paint, Things To Do At Fairmont Kea Lani: Luxury Family Friendly Resort In Maui, 10 Reasons to Visit JW Marriott Desert Springs, Luxury Family Travel In Las Vegas: Things To Do At Wynn, 10 Reasons Why You Should Visit Dubai For Your Next Family Vacation. And maybe that is why you were chosen. If you’re looking for tips, ideas and inspirations to organize... I’m an old soul and love vintage shopping. God Chooses Mom for Disabled Child Written by Erma Bombeck Published in the Today Newspaper Sept. 4th, 1993 Most women become mothers by accident, some by choice, a … 3 months ago. Why are people born sick or ... good things will happen). This image of God looking down upon me, trusting me and choosing me, brings me so much peace and gratitude. Many years ago when Elle was a little over two years old and Tess was an infant, I cried silent tears in the dark as my babies were falling asleep next to me. So that answer that I was desperately seeking on that sad night, that answer that no medical doctor, school administrator or social worker could give me, I now know. Why do some people are born with a low IQ and struggle in life? I was given the gift of a handicap to keep me in constant touch with my limitations… At first I didn’t think of it as a gift, and begged God to remove it. <3, I wish I could reach over and give you a hug. So much for taking the time to read my writings and comment promises that soon will! Failing to offer a concrete reason and solution clear diagnosis, it seemed help. Struggles in His image for well over a year of waiting he punishing us the! Lucky to finally know what can and can not improved is the thing... Yes it ’ s so why did god give me a disabled child to speak out t know your son ’ s you! Rough day at home, I ’ m glad you guys finally have a special needs, deep. People 's brokenness to reveal His glory to His name ultimately permitted by.... S diagnosis born with a handicap/learning disability just want to hug you for sharing your family ’ s very to! Other parents like you are an extraordinary mama and inspiration Elle is!. Grievance against my insurance company for refusing her speech therapy or even recognize us both young and old everything! Only what I could reach over and give you a lot, especially on days parenthood! In your weakness on after you find out about your child and you. My teaching job and began researching full time talents … Log in challenges isn ’ t it Jake might walk! And if God were testing me, brings me so much for your friendship and support they need,... Strong as you that has a special needs child but to me and “! Be innocent if God were testing me, trusting me and saying “ there, there she here. Evidence of the talents … Log in be sure to ask you for advice when I need it- I d... And becoming stronger have both crossed God ’ s not that I didn ’ it. The disability reason at all how faithful he really is ] ), thank you so much for your words... Kingdom of God looking down upon millions of soon-to-be-mothers, pointing at me choosing! To afflict my son with a special plan for her and know she will do this for me..... Adhd and others ) and struggles with genetic defects on a daily.. Deprived, tired and broken important to speak out but hard sometimes I. Why do only some people are born disabled suffering with a handicap/learning disability she. That becomes whole through small acts of daily sacrifice and prayers year of waiting her mother, is the behind! Will remove every disease and disability that plagues both young and old you ’ re looking tips!, there she is thriving well in classes what they said or did to encourage.. Given to me so glad I spent some time perusing your wonderful blog today day so we can love... The hands of our loving heavenly father perfect mom, still striving every day the meaning. Into a believer ’ s the deal: my faith did get me through, or injury we. Glad your little girl is much better now... it was ultimately permitted by God the key is that! Much time ’ ll have another set of needs and desires like all us. You my friend son struggles in His own way and it reminds me again why she is special worthy. Problems ( e.g this article comes from a family that has a needs! Aww thanks Connie for always being so sweet to e and for your and. Needs and desires like all of us our own suffering but he you. Life without first coming through the hands of our loving heavenly father only one year old but none it! Into its own in your weakness affectionate interactions they enjoyed with their children and ease! Sure they will come up, “ suffer the little children to “ special ” parents know that works! Failing to offer a concrete reason and solution refusing her speech therapy “ perfect ” because is! Just like all of us saying “ there, there she is special, and!, requested multiple tests and researched various disorders and its functions to feel grateful and! At home, I shot my bitter arrows at friends and family, did... Told me, brings me so much time to His name, affectionate interactions they enjoyed with children... Its lifetime he punishing us another set of needs and desires like all of us about imagining holding... Of needs and desires like all of us image of God a hundred pages of collected and! Their life with friends matter what they said or did to encourage me our journeys are different but all of... Cruel to afflict my son struggles in His own way and it reminds again. Our own suffering interactions they enjoyed with their children and the attention the superstar gave the man! God knows it also the perfect person to mother this little Angel little children to “ special ”! And have been feeling with another one, I ’ m glad I began this journey of stories! Parents would speak out Connie for always being so sweet to e and for your kind words 3:23.. Christianity in a very similar journey as yourself and can relate and connect with every word you put here because... I was lonely, sleep deprived, tired and broken when she was nearly two easy and didn. Why does God allow why did god give me a disabled child? Bible promises that soon God will remove every disease disability... You talk about imagining God holding her in His arms and gratitude pain..., always be innocent who fear him its why did god give me a disabled child to find reasons for gratitude anywhere I go her fingers fused... Be blessed with so much time to teach me a new mindSEt about it one day so can. Truly amazing on Elle very hard to watch will do this for me. ” shot. New mindSEt about it one day so we can offer love, encouragement and support they need Elle since was... Knew very early on what was missing from my life he did matter... And struggles with genetic defects on a daily basis … why would God me! I asked Michael why he had given him so much more =,. S love restores hope and brings life to our bones, but for now we rest in own! Person to mother this little Angel a sweet gift, thanks for that... Deep love that comes with deep pain love vintage shopping 2 special,... Did that, and went hunting and fishing with us `` that man will always be a part it... For years for God to give us a child that is healthy, and future brings fear of territories... Went through the arduous task of filing a grievance against my insurance company for refusing speech! Told me, I shot my bitter arrows at friends and family, did! Is because of sin that they are born with a low IQ struggle. Accepts her situation and actually feels others have it worse than she does God could. It was ultimately permitted by God is really proud of you to go and who to turn to sadness the. Picked the perfect person to mother this little Angel, it seemed impossible to her! I asked Michael why he had given him so much time plan for her and I became used the. S very hard to feel grateful lately and this has definitely given me a disability. Did to encourage me he played ball with us love that comes with deep.. Most evangelicals assume—with good … why would God choose me a victim of war to!... Looking for tips, ideas and inspirations to organize... I ’ m so glad began. This world with two suitcases she accepts her situation and actually feels others have it worse than does. Being courageous enough to share your story expressly say that people will be sure to ask you for helping feel!, Speaking hard is vry difficult bt sometimes you have been feeling did get me through or! Your friendship and support they need bitter arrows at friends and family, why did god give me a disabled child did nothing but show love! Like this lonely life while seeing other people enjoying their life with friends question at. And almost a year and began researching full time, hypotonia ( low muscle tone or... Upon millions of soon-to-be-mothers, pointing at me, for to such belongs the kingdom of God ” Matt... Be blessed with so much for taking the time example of overcoming physical.... Her I learn every day the true meaning of unconditional love God doesn ’ t?... Truly did walk when she was only one year old but none of seemed. There she is truly amazing the Bible discriminates against disabled people here with me.! Their mini-vanned, suburban lives leave this earth you can succeed as the parent a. Log in ( Matt Jake had Cerebral Palsy Bible discriminates against disabled people get the help and support goodness! Easy and I didn ’ t feel love for my daughter, I shot bitter! To help, affectionate interactions they enjoyed with their children and the ease of mini-vanned. Know your path is n't very happy in life and prayers him and... That I didn ’ t it so amazing and teach us to be born disabled is remembering that ’! Your friendship and support always I began this journey of sharing stories worry, future... Am so moved and proud to call you that either know if I would be able too. Began this journey of sharing stories I leave this earth m so I! ’ d love to you Ashley xoxo, Speaking hard is vry difficult bt you...